GOD(z)

Logan Gray Hall

I have a troubled history with my GOD(z)

First it was Yeshua, I tried to follow him.

But why, I ask, if he truly loved me,

Would he and his FATHER

Make me the way I am,

Awkward and FUCKED up in the head.

No, I cannot follow them.

I then tried to follow the GOD(z) prophets.

But, I did not find myself comfortable here.

To be honest, I like PORK

And the TASTE of light BEER.

No, I don’t think this is a place for me,

I cannot come here to fly,

Or sting like a bee.

I thought I found peace here

Following the laughing FAT man.

HE wants me to be selfless,

I do it the BEST I can.

But I cannot find my sacred place,

Underneath the tree, Knowing

Even he abandoned his only SON.

I think the GOD(z) for me,

Are and always will be,

The GRANDCHILDREN of the Protogenoi.

Trite and selfish just like me,

I know I was truly made in their image.

I know I shall always worship,

The GREAT GOD of sleep.

And this has been my JOURNEY.

I have followed my HEART,

To find my GOD(z)

I worship nature,

I worship the MOON.

I worship those like me…

I’m not at all a narcissist.